Dear Dad. Happy Birthday…

In this transition I have come across a few things…

more of accessories to the fact.

In this valiant effort I have put forward my best foot…

Not good enough to gain a massive response from these wretched people I call family…


Turning the other cheek…

Biting my lip.

My tongue. my nails.

This must be the eight zillionth time I have put myself out to dry over this “protector”.

Father, saint?

“Oh, you’re so cold, so heartless.

He’s just an old man…

He could die any day!

I say let him die.

I’m finished succumbing to criticism from ignorant people…

You don’t know him like I know him…

no daughter should.

so with this Its all over.

I’m done trying to be “nice” and forgive all that is left remembered.

That shit comes from being earned…

I refuse to add to hallmarks stocks anymore…

Buy your own redemption…

I can barely afford my own

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A Maverick named Gonzo.

I've written short stories, poetry, and have journaled since I was 10. I've had poetry published, short stories, and articles on various subjects. Some of the subjects I've published articles on are: "How-to", People who have contributed to the technological advancements of Tattooing, Body Piercing, and various other Body Modification practices, and BDSM. I volunteer for an organization that helps people that are in need of financial assistance in order to afford the mental health care they greatly need to live, and finally, I've been publishing erotic short stories that end up of the psychological thriller/Horror nature. I teach kids how to fish at another volunteer gig. I get to teach kids, 7-12 years old all kinds of things. Like conservation of our coasts and critters. We are involved in turtle nesting and protection, fishing (hooked on fishing, not on drugs). I like free-diving at my beach. Meeting sharks, rays, and any fish you can imagine. I also do a little spearfishing when I'm not angling from the coast.

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